Salam Balah Tangah Ging!

Hi, I'm in the office again. BORING tau ka? Bgs sy on tour ja ne. Bole tdr lg, boring mmg boring juga. Tp at least bole bcerita, jalan sna sni. D office mcm mo mati sja sy rasa. Bckp pn terkawal, boss mrh2. Mcm langsung tda privacy. Mcm no life ba. Sabar. Few hours to go. Tialama lg elaun lg keluar kn. Haha. And CNY is around the corner! Red packet! Red packet! :) Gonna enjoy my last day of being 19!

Hi dear readers! I learn so many things in this week. So for this week, I've on tour for 3 times with 3 different guide. 1st tour with our katua balah tangah Hilary, 2nd tour with naib katua balah tangah Tantan, 3rd tour with Jumalia lima laaa! ( saying lima lima is her habit, lima lima means totally agree. ) So for the first tour till the third tour, sepilok ja la mmg confirm ada. So the conclusion is byk la sy blajar psl orang utan. Who knows that Sepilok rehabilitation centre have how many orang utan living there? Okay, it's almost 80. And who have the answer of how many orang utan in borneo? I mean overall. Okay, it's 15 thousands. Orang utan is our closest relative. Sharing 96.4 of our DNA. Their life span is 35 - 40. And the other interesting abt Orangutan is, sumatran orangutan have narrower faces and longer beards than bornean. While for bornean orang utan ( male ) have the wider cheek pads. Okay spai sini sja la cerita orangutan. 

Another new experience is... I got it yesterday... Which is... Yesterday was my first time to Bilit rainforest lodge. Our company's lodge. So far, I've experienced the river cruise and night trek. It's fun! The feeling of finding those wild animal was like, wow! I won't upload the picture of BRL here. But if you're interested to know or to see, you can simply click the link below.

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.361865887254883.85189.100002944255817&type=3

Okay, I'll try to take more picture of it. Such as the animal that we found while river cruising or night trek. Will try my best! Starting to love and have the guts to learn more abt wildlife. Hee :D Glad to know and realize that I'm really a good animal lover of land and underwater. Haha xD

Hi, Salam balah tangah.

Dady said: Now you're going to on tour or you're going to be the tourist?

Hahahaha. Sy ketawa ja. Actually tida juga byk ba ne baju, camera ne ja bikin samak. Lama tida bawa Aiman jalan. Nti merajuk pula kn. So ne kali mo bawa Aiman since tomorrow is my 1st time to Bilit Lodge. 

SALAM BALAH TANGAH!

Today nothing special. Will be on tour this Friday with Tantan from CQ jetty - Sepilok - Bilit Lodge with 2 chinese guest. Then the next day will follow either Jumalia from Bilit - Sepilok - Airport or maybe Liza from Bilit - Gomantong - English Tea House. Tingu la dlu mcm mna. Yg penting Sabtu kena turun balik sdk. Okay, for my 2nd tour & 3rd tour, please be worst. LOL

Man, Salam Balah Tangah.

Sarcasm is sarcasm and fact is fact!

A big gap between sarcasm and fact. I hate it when I'm talking the fact then people labelled it as sarcasm? What? Do you understand what is fact and what is sarcasm? I'm not the type of person who likes to distort about what was really happening. I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON. Please note that!

I talk based on what really happening. I've no time to create a drama cause I'm not a director. And I'm not good in creating a drama or what so ever. 

Think before you say anything to me. 

SALAM BALAH TANGAH

Hi! Today is my first tour. Hari tu pnya nda jadi kn. Ne kali jadi. FINALLY. So my tour is from SDK HOTEL - SEPILOK - CITY TOUR. The guide is Hilary and as for the driver is Uncle Vun. So Uncle Vun bilang jam7:30 pickup sy d pasar dekat ruma tu. Skalinya, blm 7:30 dy suda d sna menunggu. Breakfast knun di sana. Itu pn sy call bru sy tau. Bkn dy call mengasi tau yg dy suda spai d pasar sna. Mungkin sbb blm spai jam7:30 ba tu. Haha, jd ceritanya awal la sy gerak ne. Okay, lps cari c Uncle Voon dsna, km bgerak la pigi Sandakan Hotel ambi c katua balah tangah Encik Hilary Galius and the guest.

Sampai sja d Sandakan Hotel, lama juga la km tunggu sbb awal ba km spai. Tiapa la, punctuality tu penting. Terus ada 1 org putih dy tingu2 km pnya van sma senyum2. Trs c uncle tnya ini ka guest kita? Ainaa uncle mana sy tau. Sy tau nama guest sja tp sy nda kenal ba. Adii, c uncle ne. Tunggu pnya tunggu okayy, spai suda yg ditunggu2 tu.

Masuk ja van, c Hilary bilang ''she is one of the guide''. atoook na katua, sy trainee ko ckp bgtu suda, ne kali la mati sy mjawab kalo guest menanya. Spttnya sy 1st day kn sy diam2 dlu ba, tp ndapala bgs juga c katua ckp bgtu, ada benefit juga, jd sy bole catch up dgn cepat sma sy bole sesuaikan diri dlm guiding kn. Makasi ah katua balah tangah. Bgs juga ko train sy bgtu.

After 30min la kira2 dy, spai suda Sepilok. Trs bcerita la sma tu guest. Ehh, msi juga sy bole bspeaking rupanya. Hahaha. Sy ingt x pandai suda. Sbb selama ne sy speaking cuma time presentation sja. Jarang brabis ba bspeaking dgn kawan2. Sbb asal tspeaking kn msti kena ulu2. Hahaha. Then nama guest ne Mr and Mrs Dan. From Sweden. Mrs Dan ne dy meroko, hbs dy meroko, dy ksi mati tu api ba. Then she asked me, where's the rubbish bin? Tong Sampah. Uii? Cepat dy blajar ne Tong Sampah. Lps tu dy cerita kalo dy d negara dy sdri, dy xkn buang puntung rokok tu merata2. Dy cr tong sampah, kalau tda tong sampah dy simpan dlm pocket. Uish, tabik la Mrs Dan! Lps tu sy bwa la tu guest p beli camera fee. Hbs tu sy bwa durg p depan Audio Room. Mr Dan mo p toilet. Lps tu sy bwa durg p information center la. Eh, serious sy x pernah lg msuk information center tu. Astaga sy bilg mati la kalo kna tnya2 ba. Hantam sja la. Nsb x lama juga d sna sbb itu Orang Utan pnya video mo main suda. 

Lps tu bwa durg msuk p audio room la tingu wayang orang utan. Makin sy tingu mcm kiut pula sy rasa -.- Hbs tu bwa durg msuk p platform. Byk juga soalan kena bg, sy x tau mcm mana sy jawab tpaksa sy kelentong, time lack of idea kelentong sy ckp ja sorry, x pasti, ini bru la gila bru 1st tour sy sot suda sma soalan2 yg kna bg. But trust me, it was fun! Time feeding time, sy pn mcm gila juga ba meningu urang utan ne tlampau kiut. Hahaha. Bkejar2 ba anak urang utan tu astaga. Trs sy tjumpa c John sma Lester. Snym sja la, sy x tau apa mau ckp sma durg. Sbb sy bru kenal ba tu. Nda kn terus byk2 cerita heran urg nti. Hahaha.

Lps Sepilok, km lunch d Sandakan Hotel. D situ la guide bkumpul. Guide dr Borneo Eco Tours. Smua suda tau sy practical, okay la tu. Haha. Sempat lg durg cerita pasal c iera sma sy. Iera ne classmate sy yg practical d tmpt durg la. Trs sy rindu c Iera, sy whatsapp dy la. Bru budu la ba kalo bcerita sma dy ne msti ketawa. Sy bgtau dy ba guide2 durg ada dsitu. Trs sy bilang ada yg tda gigi tu d situ, skali dy bilg, ''uii, semua guide km begigi ya jacq.'' astaga, pnya sy ktawa. Silaka sy bilg, tpaksa sy ktawa tapuk2. Mkali sy sala tingu ba tu. Astaga. Hahaha! Sala tingu pnya kerja la ne yg tbuat cerita lawak. 

Lps tu km tunggu guest sma guide d van, the next destination is Pu Jyi Shi Temple. Di sana bole sy explain pasal jenis2 Tuhan Buddha ne, sbb dady Buddist kn. Skali siuk suda explain ne, tu guest kentut. Bru 2 kali lg tu, KUAT! Astaga, nasib sy x ketawa. Gila la sy bilang. Mati la ba juga. Hahaha. 

Lps tu p Sim Sim Water Village, sy bpikir, apa sy mo ckp ah kalau kna tnya? Sbb sy rsa sna nothing special. Aii, Ckp ja la apa yg sy tau kalau kna tnya. Hbs situ, last destination Sandakan Central Market. Di situ bole la, sy main ksitau nama2 buah buahan sja ne. Hahahaha. 

Skali km pigi pasar ikan, kesian ba sy tingu ada 2 ikan jerung kici kena jual. Astaga, sampai hati durang. Pnya sy sakit hati meningu. Sy diam2 ja tingu. Trs balik2 ba sy kna ckp org korea. C Hilary pnya pasal la tu, dy kestau kwn2 dy sy ne pelancong korea knun. Skali Mrs Dan ckp '' hey, she's not korea, she's not from korea, she's Jacqueline. '' Hahaha! Astaga. Lucunya. Okay lps tu, habis tour! Pnya sy happy bole balik awal! Yihiii! Spai ruma tdr :) Pnya santik dunia sy kalau bgni ba hari2. Haha. 

TO BE CONTINUED 

**tiba2 rindu c urang.

Salam Balah Tangah Ging!

Hi, I miss you otak2! In God's will, see you again on May! :)

Salam balah tangah ging!

Daily report 4 hari x update, weekly report 3 weeks x update. Hebat? Yaa! Dtg malas. So probably will be on tour this Monday sma c Hilary la kalau jd. Harap2 la jd. Jgn la bkabat d office, tiada kerja buat, makan gaji buta, sy penat ba makan gaji buta tau ka? Haih. 

Okay, ne trend skg ba balah tangah ne. Sy suka sbb bikin ketawa ne. Teda kerja kn td sy ksi balah tangah la anak sy ne. 

Tp syg la tda sesiku L, x jd ba balahan pantat. Miring2 lg balahan pantat c dao2. Nda steady lg. Masi new B dlm balahan balahan ne. Nti la tgu sy pro, makin hensum ne :P Nti c bebeth pn sy mo try ksi balah tangah ne , mo tingu rupa dy kalo balah tangah. Hbs la bebeth nti. Hahaha! Ada la ne sy kerjakan ba spai mngs.

Ne mami c dao2, latest pnya gmbr, gemuk suda kn? Haha. Biarla, yg penting kena tiup angin x tumbang ba. :P x juga ne gemuk mcm gajah, odoi, palis jauh. Bgni la lumrah urg practical kata senior2 sy. Lebi2 lg sy makan free ba slalu sma mcd depan office sja. Mcm2 lg kedai makan dsna. Xpala, syukur la sy msi bnafas juga kn. Nti masuk hostel start la ne maggie sma rmbt bguguran. Eeee mcm babi ba -.-

1 benda lg sy geram, pnya murah return flight SDK - KK. Haih, sy skt hati npk ticket murah. Tai ba air asia ne bikin geram. :/ 

Salam balah tangah!

Sy sedar sy slalu bad mood. Ya, mmg, mood sy sentiasa berubah ba. Jd ada 1 kali ne, sy bad mood, tiba2 bebeth suru sy on whatsapp. Sy on la. Guess what. Bgs2 suda sy bad mood, skali tketawa meningu ne......

Penyu! Hahaha, dibilang nama turtle ne bebeth. Pelik juga la nama. Ne penyu sakit keracunan, tingu ruma dy bwarna warni, kaki sma tgn dy warna kuning suda. Kesian. Sepa la ne bg dy mkn racun ne spai bgni kejadian dy. Mo kena bwa p clinic ne turtle.

Okay, terus yg ini, dinosour. Tp sbnrnya sy xtau part mana yg mcm rupa dinosour -.- Hahaha. But the interesting part is, si bdk ne ksi nama anty bebeth. Hahaha! Terus ba sy tketawa mbaca whatsapp. Then c bebeth ckp lg, ne dinosour kuat marah tp cute. Ahahahaha! Terus hilang tu bad mood. Apapa pn, terima kasih la chai sbb ksi hilang bad mood sy. Tau juga tu urg ksi hilang bad mood & pujuk sy scara spontan. Hehe, thank you beth!

sosial / so sial

okay, ne kali sy mo cerita pasal sosial la. atau so sial sy pn tia tau. nda pasti lg. sbg seorang manusia yg dlm Tourism Industry ne kn, baca bagus2, TOURISM INDUSTRY. ko tau juga kn ne melibatkan interaction and communication between ourselves and the guest. not only the guest but everyone ba. ok, sbg seorang yg dlm bidang ne, kta kena open minded.

yaa, open minded but with our own limitation. bkn smua org pnya limitation sama. itu ko kena faham & tau la. sy rasa, sy pnya limitation bule la dterima. cara sy layan urg mmg friendly la ( mungkin ), x kira la lelaki ka perempuan. tp sy ada limitation. sy x la spai mo peluk2 urg ka apa, aii, melampau suda tu kalau bgtu. boyfriend sja bole dpeluk ba. sma kawan perempuan. tp bkn semua la, pandai juga ne geli. dsitu bule nmpk gap suda, cara sy lyn boyfriend sy sma kawan lelaki sma kawan perempuan.

kalau pasal open minded sma cara bckp, ok, I try my best utk terima percakapan stiap urg sbb cara sy bckp sdri pn kasar. and of course I also hope ppl will accept the way I communicate. kdg2 sy bckp dgn niat bgurau, kdg2 sy bckp dgn niat menegur, kdg2 sy bckp dgn niat mau mau mrh. ppl can't expect my mood dr cara sy bcakap ne kdg2. jd bila sy ckp sy tda marah, tda la tu, biarpun nada suara sy time tu mcm mrh2, tp kalau sy ckp sy xmarah x la tu. jgn la ditanya 3, 4 kali. ckup 2 kali tnya utk confirmation sja. kalau x mmg sy akn btl2 marah tu. jd hati2 la. sy mmg panas baran, tp sy xkn ksi keluar panas baran sy sma org yg sy bru kenal, sy cuma akn ksi keluar sma org yg btl2 knl sy & sy bole trust sja. sma urg yg xbrapa knl mmg la kna jaga sikit.

eya, urg bilang ee, hypocrite. bila ko suda dlm industry ne ko mmg kna hypocrite. sma urg yg knl sma ko xpaya la hypocrite. sy hypocrite pn bkn dgn cara yg xbaik. sy guna hypocrite tu dgn baik ba. bkn sy pura2 baik dpn ko, lps tu time sy sma dy, sy ckp2 ko, bkn bgtu ah. jd kmu dpt suda kn perbezaan antara pgunaan hypocrite yg baik sma pgunaan hypocrite yg xbaik kn? kmu dpt itu pbezaan suda? sdri mau tau la kn. sbb kalo kmu mjwb pn bkn sy tau juga. kmu sdri juga tau.

ok, psl night life. ne skg sosial psl night life ah. keluar mlm, yaa, kalau x menipu suka ne sy keluar mlm. tp kereta 1 sja d ruma. d ruma ada 3 urg blesen, dimana bmakna kereta tu 3 urg kungsi pkai. sbb tu sy jarang keluar mlm sbb tda kereta. kalau suda ada kreta sdri, confirm sy keluar mlm. naaa, trs ada ne yg mo ckp sy sosial kn? sy keluar mlm, bkn msuk pub bkn clubbing ohh. tau? paling pn p jalan2 d tmpt tbuka, p cafe minum. MINUM? minum la. bkn minum yg ada alcohol. mmg sy minum. tp xla campin mcm urg lain. minum pn ada limit, tingu tmpt, tingu urg, selamat ka x. haha, jd kmu mo pandang sy sbg apa skg? liar? hahaha. so kmurang rsa ne sosial ka so sial? :)

just because i'm in tourism industry doesn't mean I'm wild.
 
okayla, to be continued..

Hi, konon2 la kan kemarin on tour sma c uncle. SEKALINYA! kena ksi tinggal ne -.- Gara2 sala jetty ba tu, rupanya jetty ngam2 d sebelah Yatch Club lain, jetty Crystal Quest lain lg. Yg sy pigi tu jetty ngam2 sebelah Yacht Club. Bukan CQ. Sbb kna ksi bgtau sebelah Yacht Club, jd sy p la sna. Skali suda tau kebenaran, mo jam8 suda. Time utk pickup guest d Four Point. Kalau mau pusing balik pigi CQ Jetty, jauh lg bpusing. So sy ckp sy tunggu d Four Point la, tmpt pickup guest tu. Sbb sy xmo tu uncle menunggu ba. SEKALINYA! Lama sy tunggu ne. Sy call balik, c uncle bilang dy otw pigi Sepilok. Punya main mendidih suda gunung berapi. Nasib hujan ba 1 hari tu. Hahaha.

Lps tu, sy tnya la suda pickup tu guest ka? Nasib la juga dy suda pickup tu guest. Kalo x, mmg MATI KATAK ba. Ok, lps tu sy bgtau bos, bos bilg p office la. Sy balik la p office. Bfikir scara logic la, sy xda salah ba. Sbb sy trainee sy bru mo belajar kn. Salah tempat tu normal la. Biar Sandakan ne kci, tp bkn stiap pelusuk sy tau. Sdgkn Mantanani Island yg famous tu pn bkn smua org tau pulau tu wujud & terletak d Kota Belud kn? Lps tu, 1 lg, knp la suda spai Four Point tp nda give me a call, inform me that dy suda dsna? Four Point tu kn besar. Bkn sy d setiap pelusuk hotel tu. Sy cuma ada 1 badan. Ok dsni, suda ketara.... Biar la sy yg tau. Xpala, biar la tu sy pnya SV ksi handle. Sy dtg sni belajar, bkn cr gadu. 

Mmg asal sy pnya 1st day kn, SANDI. Hahaha! Bikin panas juga but funny ba at the same time. Bule jd kenangan yg baik sma buruk ne tau. Good!

Nom Nom Nom Nom! Lama x makan cupcake! Birthday sy nti sy mo makan cupcake spai mati! 

Finally, I found the way! Bohey Dulang Day Trip RM150 ( minimum 6 pax ). Since Bohey Dulang doesn't have any accommodation yet, so they only provide the day trip. The price included private boat transfer, snorkeling gear and packed lunch. It's worth! The problem is 6 person -.- Where do I need to find another 5 person? Lol. I really wanna go there NOW! Sabar seja la di dada. Belum lg hbs skola suda mau jalan sna jalan sni. At least sy ada duit sy nda gila gadget. Nmpk itu mo beli, nmpk ini mo beli. Sy cuma suka jalan! Sbb tu la sy msuk dlm tourism industry. Hihi ;D

Okay, ckp psl hari ne pelik sikit la sbb sy pkai heels pigi kerja. Hairan mmg hairan, tp nda tau la knp sy mo pakai. Mengkali mo kahwin suda, bgni la. perubahan besar yg unexpected pnya. LOL. Berat bdn sy naik! ITU SEMESTINYA! Haih, apa nda, makan free hari2, sy pn xmo la ksi lari chance. Sedap lg tu. Nti after practical back to basic, back to hostel life suda mengurus la tu. Pelan2 la. Ksi bahagia dulu perut sy buat 4 months ne. Sedar x sedar, almost 1 month suda sy jd trainee dy Tropical Gateway tu. Start this Wednesday, ikut tour suda. Uncle lawrance, jgn marah2 sy ah. Sy ne tuli skit :D I hope I can learn and gain many experience from Uncle Lawrance, since he's the most experienced guide in Tropical Gateway. 

What I can't wait is Chinese New Year! Angpau Angpau! Hihi, and also 11th of Feb, my youngest uncle kahwin. Yihiiii! Bole gather sma cousin lg. Harap2 smua dtg p Ranau la nti. Tp yg pasti jgn la kmurang suru sy minum ya. Resigned! Retired! Haha. 

K la, gotta get ready for tour. Mau kumpul tenaga suda. 

SAKIT RINDU SMA BEBETH.

Sabar la :) lps ne kena toto la ne. hahaha.

Okay, so this coming Wednesday I will be on tour. Just for day tip. From Sabah Park Jetty ( CQ ) - Sepilok - English Tea House - Airport. Quite excited but nervous -.- gila gila. Takut kena teriak, tp xpala, tuli juga ba ne trainee 1 ne. Wish the best for myself. 

Amazing kannnnn? MORE THAN AMAZING! OMAI! 

Ini benda masuk dlm ''wishlist'' sy. It's a MUST for me to go! Mo honeymoon sna la nti lps kahwin, atau moo beli tu pulau la. ahahah. 

K, officially announced that I will be on tour from next week. :p

Finally! I've waited for so loooooooooooong. Tp lama2 akan boring juga. Hahaha. Xpa, experience itu penting. Btw, kalau kerja tu kita suka buat, kita x kan rasa boring, even boring pn kta akan buat juga. Kan?  Hehe, so get ready for guiding!

BOHEY DULANG YOU DRIVE ME CRAZYYYYY

It's been a while since the last post here. Now I'm back. Quite busy with my new routine, I don't have so much of time to update my blog like before anymore. So start from now, I'll take every chance I have to update this portable diary. Since some time I don't like to talk too much. It's not because I'm not in a good mood, but it's because express something in typing is quite fun, sometimes.

So, I found an mysterical island in Semporna last few days from Facebook. It called BOHEY DULANG. When I saw the view of BOHEY DULANG, I was like SAKAI and JAKUN. kalau bule sy telan 1 ikur babi ne skg. So sorry I couldn't upload the pictures at this time since the pc I'm using now quite '' LAU YA ''. It runs slower than a tortoise. But I bet you'll surely in love with this island cause it looks amazing. More than amazing.

BOHEY DULANG is the largest marine park in Semporna. It take approximately 2-hour boat ride away from the mainland. Urg bilg sna byk mutiara. Tp sorry la geng, sy ne bknnya mo mutiara. I want to feel the environment. Pokoknya, SAYA MAHU PERGI SANA LA.

Still in progress of finding the way to get there. Since bohey dulang aren't famous like Sipadan, Mabul, Kapalai. Mcm teda travel agency yg buat package d sana. Maybe ada, but it's hard to find. But I'll try my very really best to find it. Thru E-mail, Facebook, mana2 sja la. Yg penting SAYA TERPIJAK PIGI ITU BOHEY DULANG YANG BIKIN SAYA GILA GILA BAYANG.

SINCERELY, THANKS AND BEST REGARDS,

ORG GILA BAYANG BOHEY DULANG

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JACQUELINE

HAPPY LATE NEW YEAR!

Happy late new year dear readers!

Azam tahun baru ne, TIADA! haha. just follow your heart but bring ur brain along and BREAK THE RULES! bru la awesome kn? hehe. tepotong juga ba rambut, FINALLY! ne kali rmbt mo jaga bgs2 suda. mo jd ''korean'' kn. mo kasi tajam idung lg d gangnam nti. hahaha. pcaya ka?

So stakat ne practical msi juga BORING. tp yg part x boring ialah ada ELAUN yang TINGGI! bule suda ne keluar 1 kreta honda kampung. hahaha. so stakat ne elaun ada RM301.50. ada lg 5posennya kn. which mean rm20 sehari la. I'll try my best to get my full allowance for january. try my best x ambi cuti. bkin tampal cuti seminggu yg sy apply utk february nti. mmg kaya la kalo zaman practical ne, seriously. duit pt ( tp tulak2 hutang sma parents ), duit belanja rm5 utk sehari ( dadi train sy utk pandai2 ksi bajet belanja, sbb bgni la keadaan sbnr bkerja, blm lg byr bil air, letrik, ruma, kreta, anak2 anjing sy ), duit elaun. bule kaya skit kalo pandai save budget. hahaha. trs tlintas d pikiran, ''bule ka x balik poli?'' -____-

report? haha. pandai suda ne ksi panjang2 report. stakat ne paling panjang pn 3pages tp MEREPEK. ok, dpd kusung2 kn.

**ohooo, sy perasan something, victor tembam sudaaaaaaaaaaa! HAHAHA!

now, my mind is jumping!

HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE!

So sy pegi office spt biasa la, hari ne sy pnya classmate lebi awal. sy lebi lewat. sbb kalos y dtg awal pn, mmg teda kerja pnya. so better I pegi late2 ja la kn. skali spai office, kna sound anak bos yg mrupakan sala 1 staf d Tropical Gateway tp kini di HQ, sbb sala 1 staf x hadir kn. dy bilg '' Jacqueline, hari ne tda krja lg kn? '' ( in cantonese ). sy pn jawab la '' ya lor. '' then dy ckp '' semua krja ko suda siap. '' ( in cantonese again ). then sy jawab lg '' yaa ''. skali xlama, kna bg krja utk check room allotment. skali mo check suda, yiihiii! mati karan!

HOORAY! bole skip2 kejap la. xlama, km crta la psl abg man sma en jijan. classmate sy c brenda ne dy ckp la ada abg man tnya2 psl sy. tnya psl sy ok ka practical situ. jd c brenda ne ckp yaa, ok juga. crta pnya crta xlama en jijan sms, dy bg pemberitahuan la pasal kad laporan. lps tu dy tnya psl situation sy skg. ok, sy bgtau la. pnya panjang sy pnya msg.

hmm, sbnrnya sy pnya hati msi mharap mo pindah tmpt l.i. sbb sy rasa tda suda oxygen sy bkin bnapas d darat ba. sy pnya oxygen d dlm laut suda. last2, tda juga la harapan. xpala jacq, you sabo je la ah. haih :/

my heart is speaking.

Good morning! few more days to go, 2012 is going to end and 2013 is going to start. whoa, I didn't expect the time fly really really fast man. I've learn too much in 2012. some give me a good memory and some left me a bad memory but as a lesson for me. so, 2012, I'M GOING TO MISS YOU! even it left some bad memory for me. but I'll take it as a lesson for my future life. I didn't realize I'm in semester 4 already which mean I'm having my practical right now but man, it's sucks. My practical doesn't meet my expectation. So it gonna be a worst memory for me till May'2013. WHAT!!!!

I tried to talk to En. Jijan but he just tell me to stay strong. uiyoooo -.-

If he give me a chance to change my practical place, I would like to switch to Uncle Chang, Semporna.

biar pn kibi bgtau ari2 kena tulak pigi laut, but for me it's a fun cause I prefer outdoor activity rather than indoor activity. I hate sitting like an idiot in office you know!

God, kasi tabah la sy. :(

THIRD DAY OF PRACTICAL!

sy pnya report kosong! point form ja guna pencil tulis. bgs kn? kosong brabis kosong! sy x tau apa mo tulis. YA AMPUN! SY X SANGGUP NE EXTEND SEMESTER! I really wanna get out from this horrible place! Argue with mami sbb sy mo tukar tmpt practical ja. alaa, kalo sy mo tukar pn, x semestinya dpt approval dr lect yg mengurus L.I tu. so now I'm still trying my best to find another company around sdk. kalau tida, sy btl2 terpaksa la p semporna ( uncle chang ) / kk ( sabah divers ) kalau kena terima. kalau x, I TERPAKSA STAY KAT SINI JER LA. 18minggu sy pnya spirit mati dsini. kbai, not in the mood. horrible moment!